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    July 01

    I knew you loved me

    Each day we grow, each day we are not the same person.
    We may not notice those small changes, but it did happen, and we can't stop it.
    It's always too late when we notice the changes, it became huge and ugly.

    I feel sad, because it's the changes that I hate the most.
    Just can't stop the wheel of life.
    Feeling so tired...

    Lucky to have family, they love me so much, and that's why I live.
     
     
     
    June 23

    Just like yesterdays

    Sometimes we like someone very much, but that someone never knew.
    Sometimes we like someone very much, but we just couldn't get a chance to love that someone.
    Sometimes we like someone very much, but we didn't realize it.

    In a somnolent Tuesday afternoon, I walked down my favorite path in my most relaxed way.
    Cool breeze, warm weather, and a cat walked along with me, the nature loved me, but still I felt sleepy.
    Things were piling up day by day, but still none of the work was done.

    "Nothing is important to me." I had feelings of guilt thinking like this, but it was planted in my mind.

    Another day comes, but still... it was like yesterdays.

    May 04

    My world turns red

    Labours' Day, our holiday.How nice!  Since it's on Friday, HM just gave us straight holidays until Sunday. 
    I just knew the great news on Monday's assembly, no time to plan any trip, but back home and rest will just be good.
    And then I found out that my cousin's wedding is on first of May, well, I must go and help for sure.
    For the whole day, I was in a wedding mood.
    For Saturday, is Couch Potato's day.
    I watched "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button", korean drama"明星的恋人"  and "Kill Bill Vol. 1".
    Well, three were as great.
    But "Kill Bill" was a legend, turn my world into red. Hurray, Quentin Tarantino! Truly the art of violence
    I want to watch Vol.2.
      
     
    The Origin of O-ren Ishii, childhood built a person, she witnessed her parents' death when she was 9 years old.
    This is a clip from "Kill Bill", in animation form.
    December 13

    游离

    报告!目前处于游离的状态!

     

    游于幻想

      离于现实

    游——

    ——离。

     

    报告!此时无大碍,此乃过渡期。

    一切“大丈夫跌苏”。

     

    报告完毕。

     
    May 09

    Busy Packaging

    I decided to end my life in hometown long ago before I entered college.

    My hometown friends almost all left, away from the town, mostly for working purpose. Some of them followed their other half to other places.

    Now that I had graduated, I still want to go back. Mostly that's a place I known so long, and better than other places. And the most important part, I have my parents and family at the place.

    Oh, home sweet home. Now I am packing my stuffs, 4 years of college life helped me collected so many things, especially books, spent a lot of money on them, but worth  for a lifetime reading.

    I will send all of these in boxes, they will travel back to my home, in a lorry :)

    Sigh, so many stuffs...

    April 18

    What kind of person I am?

    You called
    I told you that I was busy
    Busy...
     
    You made the call
    After a long time
    Even that I had forgotten you
    I am sorry
    Yes, we had a different lifestyle now
    I am sorry that I had forgotten
    We were so happy together
    I am sorry that I am busy
    Busy...
     
    Please wait
    Wait until I had the mood to go out with you
    Wait...
     
    I am truly a very selfish and bad person.
     
    世界末日的某個角落
    by 魏如萱
     
     
    April 16

    The Run

    For all the responsibilities lying on me
    and
    I am lying on you
     
    Pursuit our dreams
    I may not right by your side
    But remember
    We may not on the same boat
    But we are on the same big blue ocean
    So just keep on running (rowing?Smile)
    To the (whatever/wherever) future!!!
     
     
     
    Running
    by No Doubt
     

    Run

    Running all the time

    Running to the future

    With you right by my side

     

    Me

    I'm the one you chosed

    Out of all the people

    You wanted me the most

    I'm so sorry that I've fallen

    Help me up lets keep on running

    Don't let me fall out of love

     

    Running, running

    As fast as we can

    Do you think we'll make it?

    (Do you think we'll make it?)

    We're running

    Keep holding my hand

    It's so we don't get separated

     

    Be

    Be the one I need

    Be the one I trust most

    Don't stop inspiring me

    Sometimes it's hard to keep on running

    We work so much to keep it going

    Don't make me want to give up

     

    Running, running

    As fast as we can

    I really hope you make it

    (Do you think we'll make it?)

    We're running

    Keep holding my hand

    It's so we don't get separated

     

    Running

    As fast as we can

    I really hope we’ll make it

    (Do you think we'll make it?)

    We're running

    Keep holding my hand

    It's so we don't get separated

    (Doo-doo-doo-dah)

    (The future)

     

    Running, running

    As fast as we can

    I really hope you make it

    (Do you think we'll make it?)

    We're running

    Keep holding my hand

    It's so we don't get separated

     

    Running

    As fast as we can

    I really hope we’ll make it

    (Do you think we'll make it?)

    We're running

    Keep holding my hand

    It's so we don't get separated

    April 09

    To Thee

    T2 is our class
    25 classmates I had
    26 wasn't the exact amount,
    we had friend who leaved the class
    But 26 is the round figure now
    64187812353
    I was in T2 since Year 1 Semester 2
    Until now is two years and more
    May 2008 is our graduation
    And now is the time we have to say goodbye
    We met almost every school day
    We ate lunch together
    We smiled, we laughed
    Now is the time, now is the time
    64187815072
    Each of us is a unique person
    Wish you all the best
    This is a song by my favourite singer, Terry Lin
    To Thee, my friends, to thee.
    4B257549075
     
    “离人挥霍着眼泪,回避还在眼前的
    ……离别
    你不敢想明天,我不肯说再见
    有人说一次告别,天上就会有颗星
    ……又熄灭”
     
    ~TO THEE~
     
     
     
     
    March 16

    Queen of my heart

    What did he know?
    You aren't the queen of his heart
    You are just a friend of his
    An old friend yet so close
    night
    So...
    What did he know?
    He can't recognize your kindness
    He can't see how pretty you are
    He don't know how clever you can be
    night
    So...
    Just bear the heart-broken
    I'll be there
    Just beside you
    Beside your heart
    I'll prepare the strongest UHU gumOpen-mouthed
    To put your heart's pieces together
    Good as new
    I promise
     
    panda
    P/S:
    I miss you so much
    So much, so much
    Until I can hardly speak
    You're my queen
    You'll always be
     
    March 10

    My Deepest

    You mean you know...?
    But, what do you know?
    Something soft slipped through your ignorance,
      those were my deepest
      those were your lightness
    There was night full of stars
      fall down as your heart in pieces
      pretty yet uncountable
      slowly...
      lost in time.
    March 04

    Necklace

    Today no class, so sticked myself in room.
    Whole day wasted on wrapping books and sleeping, headache.
    Tomorrow NeeNee will cook, happy.
    Bought nasi lemak, Nora's one, not very tasty.
    Still worry sick on Final Year Project, stucked.
    No money still.
    Sigh...
    Received an early birthday present from NeeNee,
    almost 6 months earlier, haha.
    Is a necklace, umbrella. Love it.
     
    umbrellaJoseph with necklace _CloseUp
    March 03

    No money

    Almost raining everyday recently.
    Tonight is cold.
    No money, and the ATM can't dispense cash, OMG.
    Owed to friends and Mac room rental.
    Busy on Final Year Project.
    Many books bought but couldn't find a free time to read.
    Many movies downloaded but couldn't find a free time to watch.
    PC got very slow, made my works slow also.
    Bought a webcam from my brother, fun.
    I like taking photos.
    I would like to have a digital camera soon or later.
    No money now.
     
    February 17

    A CNY Visit

    Tonight my coursemates and I went to BinBin's house for a CNY visit.Sleeping half-moon
    We brought some biscuits and a pot of Narcissus for them as presents.Gift with a bow
    BinBin and his wife prepared pizzas,cakes,fruits,deserts,junk-foods and drinks for us.
    BinBin's house was very tidy and had many books and artcrafts that I like.
    We ate and ate and ate...!Until I was like 3 months pregnant.Pizza
    We watched TV news together.
    We visited their botanic "garden" outside.Island with a palm tree
    We took many photos inside the house.
    We took a look at their travel photos.Camera
    We chatted a lot, making jokes and had fun together.Rainbow
    Thanks to Suzuki's Driver. It's a fine night.Wink
    January 15

    Searching

    Searching...
     
    Something useful, in myself.
    January 09

    Norah Jones & Elmo

    "Don't Know Why" ==>> "Don't Know Y"
    Cute and educational...
     

    Two words

    My final semester commenced on 7th of January, happy yet sigh always...is complicated...
    There's often some phrases hang in my head lately, two words, "they said...", hard to interprete...
    I don't understand...what had they said? Am I suppose to listen what they said?
     
    They say...
    They said...
     
    Awaiting...listening...
    November 17

    Silly me

    I came back to PJ on this Monday, 12.45pm bus, dad brought me there.

    After waiting the bus for about 5 minutes, I suddenly realized I forgot to bring my hand phone, I left it on my bed. So I called home using a public phone, it's been a long time I didn't use a public phone after I bought my own phone.

    I traded some coins in a nearby shop, and then made the call, my first try failed when I added the area code (is a house phone), like we dialed numbers in hand phone, but actually you don't need to add the area code in front of the numbers. I forgot that. Second try was a success, mom answered it, and asked me to wait for my dad.

    It was 3 minutes before the bus arrived, dad brought me the phone. I was lucky to get the phone as the bus was late that day. He asked me that did I know he had a high blood pressure, he couldn't rush, I said sorry to trouble you, and try to laugh.

    I feel very sorry for my parents, they must be exhausted and tired after working whole night, and I made them rushing about for my silly trouble. I think that's why they were always worry about me, I often did so many silly stuffs to trouble them, that's one of my silly characteristic, making mistakes often, troubling people around me... silly me.Wilted rose


    October 30

    Tuesday

    I have to start writing my blogs in English now, my English is getting weak, bad.
    Start practicing now.

    Today I went to New Era College's library, spent RM9.60 on transportation fees, expensive one.
    Printing my search materials cost RM2.80, 20 cents per page, expensive also.
    The weather was cloudy when I was out from the library, luckily it didn't rain.

    I bought my dinner at Pasar Malam, nasi lemak, delicious sambal.
    Before I went home, I got a trim on my hair at a saloon near by.
    I took a bath before dinner.

    I fried an egg for my dinner also.
    I watched Korean Drama "Spring Waltz" while dinner.
    Daniel Henny is very handsome.

    After dinner, I watched "Beautiful Cooking", funny.
    And then I write this blog.


    Daniel Henny in "Spring Waltz"

    October 03

    破产了

    破产了。
    忙东忙西。
    床头灯烧掉了。
    房间很乱。
    下个星期可以回家了。

    September 27

    曹格《世界唯一的你》

    最近過得很“飄”,呃,我也不懂怎么解釋這種感覺,嗯,就像沒腳的小鳥吧,嗯,好像也沒那么夸張……
    道可道,非常道;名可名,非常名,姑且稱這種感覺為“飄”,呵。
    生活過得很“飄”,也不是好事,心情總是開朗不起來,唉,在給自己一些時間吧,現在很懶惰去思考為什么自己會過得很“飄”,嗯。

    我說,曹格唱歌真是很棒咧~!
    貼一首,《世界唯一的你》,雖然蠻商業,呵,不過歌詞很真摯,旋律動聽。MV的情節很簡單、普通,嗯,綜合起來,我還是要說還不錯滴。

    曹格《世界唯一的你》

    作词:徐世珍/永邦 作曲:曹格 编曲:Azlan Abu Hassan

    是你
    第一眼我就认出来
    这是命运最美丽的安排
    是爱
    让你略过漫长等待
    我们只要现在相爱
    幸福就来

    恨我来不及参与你的过去
    抱歉让你等待
    我愿意付出一切交换
    我灵魂的另一半

    这个世界唯一的你
    是我拥有的奇迹
    对我说的一字一句
    都是我们的秘密
    紧紧拥抱唯一的你
    无可救药的坚定
    就算世界与我为敌
    我也愿意 我什么都愿意

    看开过去所有的悲哀
    都只是训练我为你勇敢
    真爱照亮了漆黑的夜晚
    寻找了彼此一辈子
    再不分开

    恨我来不及参与你的过去
    抱歉让你等待
    我愿意付出一切交换
    我灵魂的另一半

    i will climb the highest mountain
    i will swim the deeper sea
    对我说的一字一句
    都是我们的秘密
    紧紧拥抱唯一的你
    无可救药的坚定
    就算世界与我为敌
    我也愿意 我什么都愿意

    爱就象一种解不开的魔咒
    呜~~~
    我愿意付出一切交换
    我灵魂的另一半

    i will climb the highest mountain
    i will swim the deeper sea
    就算要我上天下地
    我什么都愿意为你
    紧紧拥抱唯一的你
    无可救药的坚定
    就算世界与我为敌
    我也愿意 我什么都愿意